and i wanna call you mine, wanna hold your hand forever; never let you forget it

Hi lovelies! I can't wait to go back to university in september. I miss my girls so much <3

lots of quotes&pictures for yous, lovelovelove

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[one]

I was born to be a little stubborn, to be a little bitchy, to push people, to push myself. I was taught to never take life for granted, to live a little, to love with everything I have, to never give up, to believe in myself and most of all fight for myself.

[two]

I was born to be a little stubborn, to be a little bitchy, to push people, to push myself. I was taught to never take life for granted, to live a little, to love with everything I have, to never give up, to believe in myself and most of all fight for myself.

[three]

"I just don't see how a world that makes such wonderful things could be bad." -The Little Mermaid

[four]

To anyone that ever told you you're no good, they're no better.

[five]

Forget about the bad times, remember all the good. Love with all your heart, live for what you could. Give what you don't need; hold on tightly to what you do. Don't lose yourself, it's way too easy to do.

[six]

There's no point in judging someone based on the past and their mistakes. They can't be changed. If you would take a second to notice that they learned from it all, and are making the best of what they've got, then you'd realized that you should probably stop talking.

[seven]

Some birds are not meant to be caged, that's all.  Their feathers are too bright, their songs too sweet and wild.  So you let them go, or when you open the cage to feed them they somehow fly out past you.  And the part of you that knows it was wrong to imprison them in the first place rejoices, but still, the place where you live is that much more drab and empty for their departure. - Different Seasons by Stephen King

[eight]

With you by my side, the world spins as it is supposed to. For the moment when your lips are touching mine, nothing bad is happening anywhere. It is just us, in a dream, in a perfectly happy world where sadness ceases to exist when I'm with you.

[nine]

We always hurt the ones we love most

[ten]

Some day you're gonna have a baby and you're gonna feel overwhelmed by this little life that you're responsible for and you're gonna think and worry that everything you do is wrong, and that's normal. You're gonna obsess about what to feed it, and where to send it to school, and whether it should take violin or piano. But, I'm gonna let you in on a little old secret: It doesn't matter. Whether your kid is a concert pianist or a math genius, it doesn't matter, because at the end of the day all that matters is if your kid is happy. - Grey's Anatomy

[eleven]

Stop thinking you need people - get it out of your head. Just live your life, beautifully. Make yourself happy because you're never promised that you'll find someone who can do that for you. & even if you do find that person - you could lose them. Stop depending on anyone else in your life to determine your happiness and start looking in the mirror at the most important one. Just be patient, & in time you'll come across someone that feels right - & without even knowing it you will have picked someone who compliments you, rather than trying to find someone who completes you.

[twelve]

Why are there never any good side effects? Just once, I’d like to see a drug commercial that says, “May cause extreme awesomeness.”

[thirteen]

Lust is wanting to sleep with someone, love is wanting to wake up next to them in the morning.

[fourteen]

Guys think of you as a video game. They play you and keep beating levels, but if they get mad at the game, they yell and scream at it, then eventually turn it off if it isn't going their way. And when they finally finish the game and beat the last level, they get bored and don't want to play the game anymore because there's nothing new left to do, nothing new to learn. Guys don't like a game that's easy to beat; they want a challenge, just one that's not hard enough to run down their ego

[fifteen]

"You don't choose who you fall for, you just fall. And you get this person who is all wrong, yet so right at the same time. You know that you like them so much, except sometimes they drive you completely insane and no one can explain it. The reason it’s so confusing is because it’s love, and if you didn’t have any challenges, what would be the point?"

[sixteen]

It seems like everyone I know is ready to move onto the next level of life, but is it too cynical for me to assume that it's not going to be any better? In fact, I'm willing to bet it's pretty much all downhill from here. After education it's more education, for those who can afford it and who have the ability to go, and then after that it's forty hour weeks. No more summer vacations. No more long lazy afternoons to do nothing. No more knowing that nothing really counts yet.

[seventeen]

For some of us, books are as important as almost anything else on earth. What a miracle it is that out of these small, flat, rigid squares of paper unfolds world after world after world, worlds that sing to you, comfort and quiet or excite you. Books help us understand who we are and how we are to behave. They show us what community and friendship mean; they show us how to live and die.

[eighteen]

No one can make me cry, make me laugh, make me smile, or drive me mad like he does. It's like the curse that is the cure; better or worse, one thing's for sure. It's real love, and I don't know what I'd do if I lost it.

traded my soul for a wish, pennies and dimes for a kiss.

I don't think I'm meant to actually keep a running site. I forget I have it, I take forever to post anything, I mostly just creep around. I can't help it though, I'm a biology major specializing in life sciences in university. To those of you still in high school, cherish the fact that you have class until 3:30 and then you're free. Cherish the fact that you can actually work, earn a pay check, go to out to supper with friends, and splurge on that cute top you want. Because once you step foot in university, all that fades away. You may think, "Oh, well you only have three classes a day, that can't be so bad!" Well, considering I also have 20 hours of lab and tutorial every week, endless papers, lab quizzes, midterms, quizzes in classes, finals every 3 months, not to mention residence and university activities, friends, and a boyfriend; shit gets hectic pretty fast. I'm at the point where this is my last week of classes, meaning in 9 days, I will be writing my last finals of my first year and I'm TERRIFIED. It also means I'm 3 weeks away from a four and half month summer <3 I guess it was just overwhelming, and sciences are way harder than any high school course you could take. 

Rant done. To summarize, I'm busy as tits. In other news, I deleted all my weblogs. I think I have 3 left? Fresh start this summer. I think I need one in all aspects, so this is the best place to start. Now, quotes&pictures&yaddayadda. love yous <3

Enjoy (:

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If I ever have kids, and they are upset, I won't tell them that there are people starving in Africa or anything like that because it wouldn't change the fact that they are upset and even if somebody has it much worse. That doesn't change the fact that you have what you have.

i didn't text you. vodka texted you.

If you don't fight for what you want, don't cry for what you lost.

You absolutely destroyed me. Did you know that? But you know what? I just want to say thank you. I don't regret meeting you, but I don't wish you would magically come back into my life again because I believe God gives us someone like this for a reason. Someone who will hurt you a million times, someone who will leave you, and not look back. But this person will make you a better person in the end. You will come out stronger than ever before and you will be happier without him than you were with him.

We all can use a little hope sometimes, you know. That feeling that everything is gonna be okay and that there's gonna be someone there to help make sure of that.

If you have to keep wondering where you stand with someone, maybe it's time you stop standing and start walking.

Dear future husband, I will: pack your lunch, make the bed and always kiss you when you're mad. You will: kill all scary insects, get the mail and hug me all the time. Deal? Sincerely, your future wife

you deserve the right kind of love, the kind of love that makes you happy, the fantastic love that is in books and movies. even if you aren't together forever, you will want to look back and never regret falling in love with her. that is the kind of love we all deserve.

you are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream. + C.S. Lewis

 At least I expected the disappointment, right? I mean, I can't say I was surprised you hurt me once again. But I can't say it hurt any less, either.

Someone's gotta tell that girl he's unfaithful to her. He's not in love with her, the lines he throws at her have already been said to a million other girls in a million other places. Every word you held close to your heart was a lie. Somebody's gotta break her heart, somebody's gotta kick his ass.

I’ve discovered a new medicine. Its quotes, I read them and soak them in. They help numb the pain of feeling, and they release all the emotions that I myself can’t put words to. In fact this medication has become my new addiction.

The kisses you put on my forehead, when you think I'm fast asleep. Those are the ones that mean the most. Because you did them and wanted to. Not because you had to.

I don't want to point across the room when my daughter asks who my first love was. First loves are messy, unrealistic, and a one in a million chance. I want to point across the room when she asks me who my true love was, because as I see it, your true love trumps first love, everytime. First love may teach you a lot, but your true love just fits.

occasionally, something will happen that will change your opinion of someone irrevocably, that will shatter the ideal you've built up around a person and force you to see them for the fallible and human creature they really are.

we were determined to ignore whatever needed to be ignored. to build a new world from nothing if nothing in our world could be salvaged. it was one of the best days of my life. a day during which i lived my life and didn't think about my life at all.

sometimes, the truth isn't good enough, sometimes people deserve more. sometimes people deserve to have their faith rewarded. - the dark knight

before he met you, he was trying to find something. after you came along, he had already found it. - Nicholas Sparks

When we first met, I had no idea you’d become this important to me

i think best friends are the ones who have been through what you've been through. they understand where you're coming from and where you're going. it's always a challenge to stick by a friend who's making choices we don't agree with and are sometimes even dangerous, but its at these times that our best friends need us the most.

our life together is going to be great, let me assure you. it won't always be easy, but i love you and you love me. we love the Lord and he won't give up on us.  I'll love you unconditionally. I promise you.

Don’t you hate it when people make a joke about you, about something that you are actually incredibly insecure about and they don’t realize it, but every laugh feels like a stab in your chest, because it hurts so much and brings up memories you’d rather forget. But you can’t say anything, because then people would know your weaknesses. They’d know how insecure you really are. So instead you just laugh it off, and hide the pain you feel inside.

When people can walk away from you, let them walk don't try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, caring for you, or staying attached to you. When people can walk away, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left

You know what? Go date all those girls. Go date whoever your little heart desires. Because eventually, when you're done with all those girls and you find out noneof them really loved you, you're going to think about me, and how much I loved you. You never even gave me one chance, one little try, and you're gonna want a try. But you know what? I am not going to wait around.

The human body essentially recreates itself every six months. Nearly every cell of hair and skin and bone dies and another is directed to its former place. You are not who you were last November.

and if you want to say that I think of him from time to time, if you see him.

hi y'all :)
so life couldn't be any better right now. I get to go back to uni soon! :) I miss all my friends and especially my boyfriend

so here's an update for you all, my last one of 2011 :) hope you all have a safe and happy new years and celebrate responsibly!

quotes and such yadda yadda. rec/comment/sub! :)

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So basically, this blows more than a slut

 There is nothing sadder than a child who has barely seen the world, yet who has seen enough of it to know that he does not wish to be a part of it...

“Mnemophobia is the fear of memories”. I think that everyone, to some extent, has the fear. It’s completely rational if you think about it. Memories have the power to break you. To destroy you. To make you close your eyes and cringe. But, for as much as they break you, they can also make you smile. Make you laugh. Make you cherish the people in your life. So, I guess it all depends on the memories you allow yourself to keep, to remember.”

I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there is a moment of hesitation, then that means you feel something, too. All I ask, please, is that you just don't dismiss that and try to dwell in it for just ten seconds. There isn't another soul on this planet who has ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you, and I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. Because it is there; between you and me. You can't deny that. Even if, you know, even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I'm forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me.

Stop thinking you need people - get it out of your head. Just live your life, beautifully. Make yourself happy because you're never promised that you'll find someone who can do that for you. & even if you do find that person - you could loose them. Stop depending on anyone else in your life to determine your happiness and start looking in the mirror at the most important one. Just be patient, & in time you'll come across someone that feels right - & without even knowing it you will have picked someone who compliments you, rather than trying to find someone who completes you.

Why are there never any good side effects? Just once, I’d like to see a drug commercial that says, “May cause extreme awesomeness.”

Lust is wanting to sleep with someone, love is wanting to wake up next to them in the morning.

When your born, your crying and everyone around you is smiling...live your life to the fullest so that when you are dying everyone around you is crying but you are smiling

She taught me how to love. She was always talking about these crazy things and I never understood a word she said. All I understood was that she was the girl I sat up every night thinking about. -Boy Meets World

You were born with wings, so why prefer to crawl through life?

If you're lucky enough to get a second chance at something, don't waste it

Sometimes you just have to give up, not to get nothing, but to get something more worthy.

There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world, its the beginning of a new life.

it's not right to be misserable for someone elses happiness.  -Adele

He told me he's never gone a moment without thinking about me. I asked if that applied to when he had his tongue in her mouth.

I’m scared to move on because I’m worried that the second I’m happy with someone else, you’ll pop up and ruin it. Ruin it by telling me that you want me, and that you’re sorry, and that you like me “kinda a lot,” and that you miss me “kinda a lot.” I’m worried that I’ll get so confused because I’ll be so happy with him, but of course I’ll still want you, and that will make me start crying all the time, end up losing the best relationship I ever had, just to have you get bored again and move onto some trashy girl. The worst part about all of this? I can see you doing it, because you want me hooked, you want me as an option, even if it is an option you’ll never take.

Someone asked me, "Why do you always insist on taking the hard road." I replied, "Why do you assume I see two roads?"

“You think the only people who are people, are the people who look and think like you. But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger, you’ll learn things you never knew.” - Pocahontas

I want to be the smile, the first thought, the long drive, or the short walk, the last voice, the random call, the laugh, the perfect kiss, the comfort hug, your second half, the sparkle in your eye, everything you need, just what you want. I want to be yours.

In the last few days you have made me feel alive. You've made me feel beautiful and intelligent and wanted. And no matter how hard I try, I'll never be able to tell you how much that has meant to me.

Guys think of you as a video game. They play you and keep beating levels, but if they get mad at the game, they yell and scream at it, then eventually turn it off if it isn't going their way. And when they finally finish the game and beat the last level, they get bored and don't want to play the game anymore because there's nothing new left to do, nothing new to learn. Guys don't like a game that's easy to beat, they want a challenge, just one that's not hard enough to run down their ego

 
"You don't choose who you fall for, you just fall. And you get this person who is all wrong, yet so right at the same time. You know that you like them so much, except sometimes they drive you completely insane and no one can explain it. The reason it’s so confusing is because it’s love, and if you didn’t have any challenges, what would be the point?"

favourites? :)
also, i'm on a huge reba kick . I've been watching her show, listening to her music, and secretly wishing i was a red head. ;) and I've decided to do a challenge!

Day 1 - 5 people who have/had impacted your life and why
Day 2 - 9 memories you can’t leave behind
Day 3 - 8 things that are on your mind right now
Day 4 - 7 bad habits
Day 5 - 6 lies
Day 6 - Name 5 ex boyfriends/girlfriends and which one meant the most to you?
Day 7 - A picture of yourself last year and picture now and a letter to yourself back then & now.
Day 8 - 3 confessions
Day 9 - 2 quotes/sayings/songs etc. that keep you motivated
Day 10 - Write about the 1 person you constantly think about. Who’s this person and why?

but now i stay awake just pleading for more

hello all! :) I'm getting back to regularly appearing around here, and I'm quite glad! I've been working so much lately. But, I'm back :)

here's an update for y'all. quotes&graphics. <3

Losing you would be losing my life.

Brains aren't everything. In fact in your case they're nothing.

People like you are the reason people like me need medication.

           Life is a balance of holding on, letting go, and knowing when to do which of the two

I've finally found someone who believes I'm perfect just the way I am, even though I have many flaws. I've finally found someone who is willing to take it slow, just for me. I finally found someone who will wipe my tears away and will listen to my hurt. I've found someone who is caring, thoughtful, and absolutely loving. Someone who sees something in me, even after he's seen me at my worst.

Eventually, everything will come together. Until then; Live it up. Do what makes you happy. If someone doesn't agree, fuck them. Pick yourself up & deal when shit happens. Remember that our mistakes only make us stronger, everything happens for a reason, the only regrets in life are the risks you never take, and well-behaved women rarely make history. Above all else, go with your gut, but guard your heart.

-- lifeisabeautifulride

When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then you grow up and learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. you look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there’s not always someone there to catch you. And, in life there's no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?

Superman's not brave. You can't be brave if you're indestructible. It's every day people, like you and me, that are brave, knowing we could easily be defeated, but still continue forward.

Stick with friends who saw you, when nobody else did. Stick with friends who you can call assholes, and know it’s a code word for I love you. Stick with friends who look at your mistakes, and think it’s fucking awesome. Stick with friends who don’t care when you’re crying, because they know you’re stronger than that. Stick with friends who were true to you from the very start.

"You know, “I love you” is one of the greatest originally unoriginal phrases ever created. I mean it just seems so easy to say, three small, simple words that anyone can come up with. It’s been said about a billion times before, in every love story, in every relationship. But when you’re on your last sheet of paper, struggling desperately for the right words, it’s beautiful. I love you. And when the right person says it to you, and means it, it sounds like the most amazing combination of words in the English language. Not only that, but it sounds like it was written just for you. So creative and wonderful is the phrase “I love you”."

What lies behind us and what lies before us are small matters compared to what lies within us.

Never settle for being someone's "other" when you have the potential to be someone's "only".

What goes around comes around. That's what people say. So all the pain you caused me will come back to you someday.

Facebook, what book? Slutbook? They need to call this Fuckbook. Picture looking good, but in person it's the yuckbook. Hellbook, tellbook, bitches can't spellbook. Hate behind your back, but in person wish you wellbook. Glitchbook, snitchbook. Fake family listbook. Posting on her page, stealing your bitchbook. Rudebook, feudbook, tell your every movebook. Shit in here is the fuckin' newsbook.

There isn't a moment of my day that isn't spent wondering where you are, what you're doing or how you're feeling. Even in the quiet of the night, when everything is still and I am nearly asleep, there is a part of me that is still wondering.

I feel comfortable around you. When I was with you, I didn't have to be perfect. I didn't even have to try for perfect. You already knew all my secrets.. the things I kept hidden from everyone else. So I was able to finally just be myself. Which probably shouldn't have been such a big deal. But it was..

And I believe in you, even if no one understands.

“You can never know about your own destiny: are the people you meet there to play a part in your own destiny, or do you exist just to play a role in theirs?” Libba Bray, Going Bovine

Guy: There's nothing better than this. You know that, right?
Girl: Than what?
Guy: Than laying here with you right now in love. It'll never get better than this...

I'm not miserable, but I'm not happy. I'm not strong, but I'm not weak. I'm not rude, but I'm not polite. I'm not popular, but I'm not a loner. I'm not sexy, but I'm not horrid. I'm not dumb, but I'm no genius. I'm not you, but I am me. Accept it

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"look at me meow, look at me meow, look at me meow. i'm getting paypurrrrrrr"

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i'd be a fool to let you go with someone else

so, i haven't been around in a while. I'm getting my degree in biology right now so I really have no time to do anything. but I've felt like updating for a while now, so here goes.

personally: I have a boy, and I don't like using the term perfect although he is the very definition. I met him my first week at university and I knew I had to get to know him, even if it was just so he could be my friend. Little did I know I'd fall in love with him. He makes me super happy. :) Also, I got through my first term of university decently! I have an amazing roomie, my best friend is with me (crazy ginger), and i met awesome people!

so here's some quotes&stuff I've been saving since, well, september.

love love love love

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Never look back. If Cinderella had went back to pick up her shoe, she wouldn't have become a princess.

Even with all the toys in the world, people choose feelings to play with 

Mathematics may not teach us how to add love or how to minus hate. But it gives us every reason to hope that “every problem has a solution”.

No one ever became a hero from being normal 

The day you introduced yourself, I realized you were that boy my friend always talked about. The one who could give you one look and make your day. The one who makes you happy, just being in the same room as them. The one you can't take your eyes off, when you've been sneaking glances all afternoon. The one boy who could break your heart, before he was even yours. 

No matter how hard we try, no matter how good our intentions, we are going to make mistakes. We are going to hurt people. We are going to get hurt, and if you're ever going to recover there's only one thing to say. Forgive and forget, that's what they say. It's good advice, but it's not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, nothing is ever settled: hurts never heal. The most we can hope for is to forget. 
-Grey's Anatomy

You know what I love the most about us? I love how comfortable we are with each other. I love how we endlessly pick on each other, but we never take the teasing to heart. I love how you laugh like a little boy when I tickle you. I absolutely adore how when I walk away from you when we are fighting, you try and stay mad, but.. then you run after me. I love you and everything about you. The look in your eyes when we kiss or how you stay up watching me sleep. I love how I can call you anytime I need to and somehow you never cease to make me laugh. I love how you need me as much as I need you. I love how you love me. I love you. 

You’re down for selling me out while I play dumb. It’s cool cause I let you; thought I’d never catch you. You’d say “we’re only friends.” Yeah, real good friends, I bet, I bet. Forget your legs around my hips. Forget your hands pressed on my back. Forget the letters that I kept. This is another I won’t send. Forget your lips, your eyes, your thighs. Forget our one last kiss goodnight. Forget me stakin’ out your house. This time I’ve got you figured out.

"this is the one." the universe assures me from behind the counter. "but i thought you said the last one was the one." i reply. "no." says the universe. "i sold you that one so you would know that this, this is the one." "is there another one?" i ask the universe. "i can't tell you." they reply, "it'd ruin the surprise." 

this boy right here? hes my everything. Hes not only my boyfriend but my best friend. Id be lost without him. i love the way he kisses my forehead, and tells me how beautiful i am bright and early in the morning. I love how the minute he leaves me he will let me know how much he loves me, hes just about perfect. All i know is hes perfect for me. I love you. 

“Because love is like alcohol. Sometimes it’s intense enough to burn your throat, sometimes it’s like a small, but steadily growing flame. Sometimes it’s sweet, sometimes it’s sour, but even though you know you’re running the risk to lose your mind because of it, you just can’t stop it.” 

If you want to succeed in your life, remember this phrase: The past does not equal the future. Because you failed yesterday, or all day today, or a moment ago, or for the last six months, the last sixteen years, or the last fifty years of life, doesn’t mean anything… All that matters is, What are you going to do, right now? 

I always want to talk to you. No matter what time it is, where I am, or what I'm doing. I'd drop whatever I'm doing just to have a conversation with you. Why? Simply because I love talking to you. I love how we talk about the most random topics.I love how you know how to keep a conversation going. I love how we lose track of time. A simple text, or phone call from you can make me smile throughout the whole day. I know it sounds rather silly, but it's true. You're on my mind all the time.

 I look at you and I see something magical, so amazing that makes me fall for you over and over again. I look at youand I see something so tempting that makes me want you even more. I look at you and see something that I can't be without. 

At my age, when you have seen the things I've seen happen, it changes you. When you see so many people lose faith all at once it just makes you want to hold on a little bit longer, to prove to them that faith can never lead you down the path you aren't intended to go on. But sometimes things happen. People leave and you don't necessarily give up, but you let them go, and that gives you enough faith for the next person that comes along. Faith that maybe that new person in your life will stay. 

You know what the best feeling in the world is? Having a best friend, that one person who loves you, nor ever judges you no matter how badly you mess up. Someone who you have endless conversations with and can communicate by just using your eyes. That one person who just walks in your house, opens the fridge and grabs whatever they want out. Lastly it’s that person who knows so much about you that they could ruin your life in a second. But you trust them with your life and you know that they will never ever do that no matter what.

Having someone to sit beside you is nice. Having someone to wipe your tears away is great. Having someone to hug you to sleep at night is wonderful. But trust me, being that someone to somebody feels even better. 

"I am sorry too," said Lupin. "Sorry I will never know him...but he will know why I died and I hope he will understand I was trying to make a world in which he could live a happier life.
- Remus Lupin 

"The thing about growing up with Fred and George," said Ginny thoughtfully, "is that you sort of start thinking anything's possible if you've got enough nerve."
- Ginny Weasley 

Maybe it's the way you grab my hand and hold it or the way you kiss me, or maybe it's the way you let me put my arms around you. Maybe it's the way you look at me and your smile just makes me melt. Maybe it's the way we can talk on the phone for hours about absolutely nothing, but I still feel like I just had the best conversation of my whole life. Maybe it's the way that I want to break down and cry when I think about how you hold me up on a pedestal. Maybe that's it… that makes me want to be with you so bad.

You don’t need another drink, babe. I know you’re drunk cause you tell me that you love me. I could be your one desire. You tell me that you want me, but liquor makes a liar.

if your relationship has more issues than a magizine stand. i suggest you cancel that subscription. 

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